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[Dec. 6th, 2005|05:30 pm] |
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alot of things have been getting to me lately.and i just want to stop worring about everything.ugh the worst part of it is, its about the most important person in the world to me.i dont no what to do, ive never felt so many different ways before.i just need a break to go away somewhere and hide and just think about things for alil.maybe its about that time? i hope not though.i just need to get away from everything and relax for acouple days and think.ugh i want this to be over all the drama and worring.please somebody help me cause i dont no what to do.everythings coming down at once and i dont like it.jesus fucking christ, never been so confused....please help me |
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| infermo |
[Nov. 28th, 2005|08:18 pm] |
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im fucking tired of being fucking sick, if im sick on my birthday im gona fucking kill somebody |
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| mad? |
[Nov. 25th, 2005|11:50 pm] |
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ever been in one of those moods where everything and everybody pisses you off? yea thats tonight.i just want to punch something.oh well fuck it. |
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| havent posted for a long time |
[Nov. 20th, 2005|06:47 pm] |
ugh nothings really been going on.im still going out the lovely adrienne. i got semi good grades on my report card.i guess ive changed alil.iunno you tell me.footballs almost over thank god.and i got my varsity letter this year.hooray(i just cant wait for it to be over 4 more day<3).had an interesting encounter last night.im gonna feel awkward in adriennes house for alil.shit happens oh well.
today-sunday
i had to clean under my deck and fuck up my back even more after it was semi better last night after my dad cracked it.
but after that i got a shower and just layed in my bed for atleast 4 hours now im bored and writing in here.ill start updating more often.....
so, peade out bitches |
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| weekend? |
[Jun. 13th, 2005|04:11 pm] |
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friday i was grounded so i went out to dinner with my family.nothing special.than i got a text from adrienne telling me how her mom likes to compare me with dogs mouth.just because animals mouths are so much cleaner in general.it was pretty funny.so saturday i stopped by adriennes cause i was bored and had nothing important to do.so apparently i look like her dad so her bro calls me dad and answers the door in his boxers...why would i get confused with the dad? its just weird.but it was funny.so yea hung out there.later that night we could finally chill alone and than her neighbor asks us to baby sit at first i was mad but it was cool actually.i thought it was gonna be hell but turned out to be pretty fun.we watched them do the tarzan swing and than found a turtle and i got it to come out of its shell.we couldnt find a shoe box so we let it go.than we spent atleast 30 mins trying to figure out the wireless controller things.the batteries were loose?so thna i jsut destoried the kid in it.but i let him score acouple times than just molested him in madden.final score 62 to 22.its sad but it was fun.than after that we got them to settle down and stop playing with the guns and baseball with socks and we watched a movie..Son of the MAsk..it ruined the first "the mask".but the kids finally fell asleep and me and adrienne just cuddled on the really really comfortable leather chair.oh yea riding home from adriennes my chest started hurting and my arm went numb...all signs of a heart attack and my parents were just like yea youll live.and its been bothering me ever since than.ok so sunday hung out with kyle all day which i really havent done for a while weve both been busy lately.so i left kyles ate dinner than went over adriennes to study and ate another dinner.it was pretty good...steak and hamburger is a good combo.than we stood around for alil, and her bro sprayed her sister with carpet cleaner and apparently it burned and she started crying.than we went outside and actually studied..yea we really did.than after that once the house was quiet we watched like 3 different ends of movies than 50 first dates...the day was fun all and all...
so today i went to school than hung out with adrienne.it was exciting as usual than i had to leave before her dad came to pick her up on short notice.it was fun and for the record we do have the best timing |
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| as the sweat drip down my balls! |
[Jun. 9th, 2005|11:15 pm] |
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got wendys(nothing special), went to adriennes(very special) she "helped" me with my geomtry take home test.but in reality i watched her and anthony beat the shit out of her sister.it was pretty funny.than we watched some tv and i had to go.it was fun.
.....so i djed the st agnes dance for the first time by myself it was ok but really hot...i played nicros gangsta ass nigga jams..and 99 red balloons.it was so fucking hot in there and the air was on 60 it was insane...i was sweating like a whore in church. |
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| back to livejournal? |
[Jun. 8th, 2005|10:33 pm] |
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ok greatestjournal is muy ghetto so im using my old livejournal....
...those are the latest entries in there.
un the cycle repeats [Jun. 6th, 2005|08:53 pm]
[ mood | crappy ]
[ music | murphy lee- stomp to this ]
ok school sucked it was really hot and humid, i hope we get air enxt year.the teachers are talking about it even though the budget didnt pass.
nothing happened on sunday rode with nick and chelsea.than chelsea left. than me and nick and some other kids played frisbee in friendlys parking lot.than we almost got hit by a car crossing the street.than we were in rite aid and they had a security check while we were walking around.what the fucks up with that.i hate that shit just because were wearing all black doesnt mean we bad kids...than after that i went to adriennes hung out until she had to start working on her report.it was fun.
today sucked ive been in such a weird mood, this never happens.im usually pretty happy especially lately.but i unno maybe its cause im use to going outside and i really didnt do that..i slept all day.maybe its just the heat but i unno.i want the mood to go away.hopefully it will.i dont really feel like talking to anybody right now.so its whatever.im not myself i hate it.
tomorrow me and adrienne have a bet to see if we can go one day without tickling each other..see we tickle each other like crazy and we want to see if we can go one day...the winner gets a prize choosen by the losers.its gonna be fun and interesting..
...well im gonna go watch the thunder and lighting.
peace out chickens
heafirst for halos,
brandon
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psycho snap than ultimate nirvana? [Jun. 4th, 2005|12:39 am]
[ mood | relaxed ]
[ music | nelly ]
ok so i no if your taking the time to read this than your prolly wondering about the headline.its been a rough couple of days around my house. wednesday my parents faught all night,starting at dinner.my dad got pissed threw his fork and was about 3 cms away from hitting me in my face.so after that i just avioded everybody that night cause i was already stressed from that.than thrusday all they did was fight and i couldnt take it anymore the stress they put on me to be like my bro and sister was so bad for me to take anymore...i snapped on them, punch the door and dented it, put shoes on, and walked out.than when i came home i did my pinata.i was so stressed out i was going insane and my hand was twitching.so i tried to go to bed and couldnt sleep, watched starsky and hutch atleast 4xs and the ninja turtles.
butttttt when i saw adrienne the next day i got a big hug, it made me feel so much better.it was divine.school was interesting i was so tired and zoned out it was funny.i took a spanish test and guessed on every question, it was funny cause i just dont care anymore.but after school i went to adriennes it was awesome we have fun doing the stupidest things, but its the best thing in the world.so we hung out and randomly her bro came down in the hand towel cause he just got out of the shower? it was weird and he had to walk around the kitchen so his ass wasnt hanging out when he turned around.than he came down again wearing boxers.it was pretty funny cause we were talking with her mom and than her bro walks in his boxers.i tihnk that family is getting to comfortable around me.but anyway i came home from adriennes and everybody was being nice to me cause i was in a good mood for once.than i went to see the longest yard with adrienne.it was pretty funny actually.and for all of you out there that havent seen it caretaker dies, ha ruined your fucking movie.but anyway the movie was "sold out" but i wasnt about to argue with the lady to get tickets so we waited like an hour for the next show.oh yea i donated a dollar to some charity and i got to write my name on a star and it will hang up so i feel good inside and special.but while were waiting some little fat kid came up to adrienne and was like "hey!"-stares at chest-.dont you just love it when little fat kids hit on your girlfriend while your right there?..it was pretty funny but the movie starts we watch and it and some old guy that looks like kyles dad sits down next to me, i was creeped out by it.he was like one of those i molest my kids when were home alone kinda guys.but the movie was funny and i had a great time and really helped me take my mind off things...
well im tired of writing soooooooooooo peace out
headfirst for halos,
brandon
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bored [Jun. 2nd, 2005|03:41 pm]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | mcr- you no what they do to guys like us in prision ]
im bored so i figured id write in this.well school was fun,sike.but i wore a bright blue shirt instead of the usual all black today and i never heard the end of it, especially nikki she had a unhealthy obsession with it.everyone kept saying it brought out my eyes and it was starting to piss me off, i dont no why i just dont like compliments i guess(is that a bad thing?).but yea adrienne was suppose to come over but she had a doctors appointment. so i did my pinata instead with my sister and she taught me how to say "i do not like catilina salad dressing on my moo moo!". yea thats my sister for ya.but now since thats done and adriennes not over im bored.i jumped on my trampoline for alil, but that didnt last long its hot as balls out and i just dont have the spirit to jump in the hot ass sun.ok so i think im gonna like rock out to some music and play alil football...write later if i get bored.
headfirst for halos,
brandon
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good times [Jun. 1st, 2005|09:46 pm]
[ mood | lazy ]
[ music | iron maiden ]
well i decided to make one of these things since i havent had one since last year and i miss writing in it.ok all the drama and shit is behind me,ive been the happiest ive been in a long time. possibly the happiest i have been since 8th grade. this girl adrienne, she means everything to me right now.she makes me smile when i dont even want to live.they funny part is we met when im drunk and now im completely sober thanks to her good influence.yea we meet at this girl laurens sweet 16 party as soon as i saw her my eyes were locked on her for the rest of the night.when i was drunk i had the balls to talk to her and i used the greatest pick up line ever "so you come here often?" luckly she didnt think i was so much of an asshole so when i got home i was looking through myspace and i got an invite to be her friend.we started talking and we hung out and its been history for there on.well thats basically all that has happened since than.so ill start on current stuff...
iight today was stressful except i hung out with kyle i havent really had the chance to do that alot lately.i lifted and ran at highland before he came up so we played tennis with denise and adrienne.denise was beastly as usual and adrienne is ok but shell get better...kyle was playing with a raquetball racket, enough said.but it was pretty fun.adrienne and denise were talking up at the net and me and kyle were goofing around..ok heres the funny part we were hitting it back and forth and kyle hits it to me and i backhand it as hard as i can and it nails adrienne in the back...i felt so bad but it was funny...me and adrienne have this thing where we seem to injury each other on accident but right now shes winning 4 to 2...but when i got home everyone was argueing which isnt exactly stress free and than i dont no drums was like whatever i was really distracted but playing jazz music is really relaxing and surprising challenging.when i got home i just grabbed some sublime and went out side to look at the stars cause its a nice night...im starting to fucking hate lights...i want to see the whole fucking sky..but it was all cool and chillaxing until my neighbors started yelling and i came in and now im writing in this thing so im done for today....
headfirst for halos,
brandon
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| wow its been along time |
[Apr. 11th, 2005|09:33 pm] |
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ok i havent wrote in this thing for a long time nothing much has happened since the summer was the last time i think? oh well nothing has happened met people had some fun partyed alot but im sober now thanks to the good influence of adrienne.yup so anyway im not in my emo stage anymore so that means permanate writers block.but right now everything has been going write some how adrienne has been rubbing off on me, good grades, and soberity for some examples. its weird i told myself i wouldnt let anything change me, but i guess some things are for the best. but, i dont no well see in the future. its all weirded up and i could really go for an ice cold goya right about now. oh yea kyles a fagget and a noob(for all you computer geeks out there). so thats pretty much everything thats been going out lately.
peace out niggas,
brandon |
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| i stole this from emily |
[Aug. 10th, 2004|09:40 pm] |
1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. How have I affected you?
5. What do you think of me?
6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?
7. How long do you think we will be friends?
8. Do you love me?
9. Do you have a crush on me?
10. Would you kiss me?
11. Would you hug me?
12. Physically, what stands out?
13. Emotionally, what stands out?
14. Do you wish I was cooler?
15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?
16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
17. Am I loveable?
18. How long have you known me?
19. Describe me in one word.
20. What was your first impression?
21. Do you still think that way about me now?
22. What do you think my weakness is?
23. Do you think I'll get married?
24. What makes me happy?
25. What makes me sad?
26. What reminds you of me?
27. If you could give me anything what would it be?
28. How well do you know me?
29. When's the last time you saw me?
30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
31. Do you think I could kill someone?
32. Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you? |
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| i unno survery thing |
[Jul. 27th, 2004|08:18 pm] |
Weird stuff:
1) Using band names, spell out your name:
b- boy sets fire
r- rancid
a- against me!
n- nofx
d- descendants
o- operation ivy
n- no doubt
2) Have you ever had a song written about you?: sadly yes
3) What song makes you cry?: ummm none
4) What song makes you happy?: weezer-island in the sun
5) What do you like to listen to before bed?: like punk and ska with reggeish beats
Appearance:
1) HEIGHT: 5'11
2) HAIR COLOR: almost black
3) SKIN COLOR: white
4) EYE COLOR: blue and green
5) PIERCINGS: i use to have acouple
6) TATTOOS: none
Right now:
1) WHAT COLOR PANTS ARE YOU WEARING?: blue dickies
2) WHAT SONG ARE YOU LISTENING TO?: a wilhelm scream- retiring
3) WHAT TASTE IS IN YOUR MOUTH?: payday
4) WHAT'S THE WEATHER LIKE?: rain...rain= good
5) HOW ARE YOU?: peachy keen jelly bean
Do you:
1) GET MOTION SICKNESS?: nope
2) HAVE A BAD HABIT?: lieing
3) GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS?: sometimes, when i want to.
4) LIKE TO DRIVE?: yes but legelly i cant
5) TV SHOW: family guy
6) CONDITIONER: i unno what ever is in teh shower
7) BOOK: cat in the hat bitch
8) MAGAZINE: anything with pictures works for me.
9) NON-ALCOHOLIC DRINK: wawa iced tea
10) ALCOHOLIC DRINK: 99 bananna
11) THING TO DO ON THE WEEKEND: hang out and party and hit people with bologna
12) BAND OR GROUP or SINGER or RAPPER: a wilhelm scream
Have you:
1) BROKEN THE LAW: several times
2) RAN AWAY FROM HOME: yeah
3) SNUCK OUT OF THE HOUSE: all the time
4) EVER GONE SKINNY DIPPING: haha yes
5) MADE A PRANK PHONE CALL: tons.
6) EVER TIPPED OVER A PORTA POTTY: once
7) USED YOUR PARENTS' CREDIT CARD BEFORE: no
8) SKIPPED SCHOOL BEFORE: played sick tons of times.
9) FELL ASLEEP IN THE SHOWER/BATH: yeah...
10) BEEN IN A SCHOOL PLAY: yessum
11) LET A FRIEND CRY ON YOUR SHOULDER: yeap
Love:
1) BOYFRIEND: nope itd be scary if i said yes
2) GIRLFRIEND: nah single for alil
3) SEXUALITY: straight
4) CHILDREN: nope
5) CURRENT CRUSH: yeah but wont say
6) BEEN IN LOVE?: love is taken to light these days
7) HAD A HARD TIME GETTING OVER SOMEONE: i like to think not but yes
8) BEEN HURT?: plenty of times
9) YOUR GREATEST REGRET: regreting only ruins more things
10) GONE OUT WITH A SOMEONE YOU ONLY KNEW FOR THREE DAYS: sadly yes
Random:
1) DO YOU HAVE A JOB: when i want to
2) YOUR CD PLAYER HAS IN IT RIGHT NOW: my mix of songs.
3) IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE?: macaroni and cheese.
4) WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY?: my friends
5) WHO MAKES YOU THE HAPPIEST?: nick
6) WHAT'S THE NEXT CD YOU'RE GONNA GET?: why buy, when you can d/l?
7) WHO DO YOU CONSIDER YOU BEST FRIENDS?: chris nick kyle ashlee
8) WHAT DO YOU LIKE TO DO?: take pictures, draw, drums. all that fun stuff.
What was the last:
1) TIME YOU CRIED?: when i was little
2) TIME YOU GOT A REAL LETTER?: my b day
3) TIME YOU GOT E-MAIL: today
4) THING YOU PURCHASED: milk, preztals, pay day, reeces pieces
5) TV PROGRAM YOU WATCHED: simpsons
6) MOVIE YOU SAW AT THE THEATER: dodgeball
Your thoughts on:
1) ABORTION: what woman do with their body is their own bussiness but abortion is still wrong
2) TEENAGE SMOKING: early and slow start at killing yourself
3) SPICE GIRLS: girl powerrr
4) DREAMS: thats the only place where things come true
im bored and done
lata bitches
brandon |
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